Am I where I am supposed to be?

I know the answer is yes - yet that doesn't make it any easier.

I'm bathing in chaos, anger and stress.

Each day being pushed and triggered to see all the places I need to heal.

Each day I surrender and let go.

Each day I put one foot in front of the other.

Each day I focus on me and control what I can control.

Each day I learn, improve amd grow.

Each day I get more clear on what I want.

Each day I become more compassionate - towards myself and others.

Each day I explore how I'm creating these circumstances and ultimately how it's serving me.

Each day I bless and send love to those around me who are revealing my judgements, fears, anger, resentments and criticisms.

I know they're here to shine a light on all of the places in me that I get to embrace, love and transform.

I know they are here FOR me - serving my growth.

Honestly doing the work can be fucking hard.

I know why people choose not to do it - why they avoid feeling the feelings and numb themselves with tv and alcohol (or their distraction of choice).  

I've been there. I know that life all too well.

But I'm committed to doing the work, to figuring this all out, to being the change I want others to become.

To be the example for my kids I wish I had.

So I won't quit.

I can't quit.

I know, trust and believe that all of this is preparing me for my next chapter and that I am exactly where I am supposed to be.