Get over yourself

Today I had a blast snowshoeing – an awesome and thoughtful birthday gift from my brother, Ryan. (Thanks Bean!)

I’ve had the snowshoes for over a week now and there’s been a ton of perfect snow – yet there they sat in the box.

Sometimes I just have to remember to get over myself.

I’m the only one that is holding me back.

I’m not afraid of trying something new – I’m afraid of looking stupid. 

In truth, I’m afraid of failing.

It’s weird, because I love adventure and I love doing cool things – but there’s still that perfectionist, ego side of me that wants to be good at something before I actually do it in public.

It’s my ego and that insecure little girl inside of me who never feels good enough. 

I hate not being able to do things well. 

So, I made myself do it anyway.

A couple of YouTube videos later and I was armed and ready with how to get the snowshoes on, how to get up if I fell down – although apparently rule #1 is not to fall – and off I went to explore the trail!

It was quite a workout and yet so enjoyable. Totally up my ally. Absolutely a perfect gift for me and another beautiful way for me to enjoy the winter.

I’m so glad I got over myself and just did it.

I wonder what else I’ve been missing out on, what else have I been afraid to pull the trigger on? 

I can think of one area for sure where I’ve been holding back – which I plan to muster up the courage to do this year. 

Truthfully, what’s the worst that can happen?